It’s over.
The apartment is empty, the accounts are closed and we’ve said all of our goodbyes.
I’m writing this from my house in Houston while Brian finishes off the last of his paperwork in Brazil. He’ll meet me here in four days.
It’s over.
I have such mixed emotions about it. Sadness for leaving friends, gratitude for the chance to know them, excitement for the future.
Gratitude wins.
We’re closing the chapter on Brazil, but not the door. Who knows what the future holds? Certainly not me. The possibility of returning in a year or two is still very much alive, but it’s not in the plan just yet. We have things to do, family to spend time with, new adventures to find and more roads to travel first. So much to do.
I’m sitting in my living room next to my daughter, enjoying the companionship of it. I miss my kids so much when I’m far away, and there is that gratitude again for having time to spend with them right now. Who knows what the future holds? Certainly not me. What I have is right now, my Girl sitting next to me, my Boy texting me, my friends still very much in touch.
Brazil is behind us, Houston is right now, and Scotland is in front of us.
Who knows what the future holds? Certainly not me.
But I’m excited about it.
I won’t be posting here on this blog anymore, but I’ll pick up from here and continue writing over on A Kilt and A Camera. Please come over and follow along. I miss enough people right now, I don’t want to miss all of you too.
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